cold as you [03 Jan 2010|10:27pm] leeno12088 [ music | tswift ] wow tswift... you really get right down to the heart of it... its ridiculous how much your lyrics really hit home for me. thanks for that. anyways. i am ready for this new year. i feel as though all time low said it best: "maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year." i really feel it in my bones. this is gonna be it. and i cannot wait to get it started :) 2 comments|post comment

[02 Jan 2010|10:03am] leeno12088 and this reason is why what you want isnt happening. sigh... If you built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put foundations under them. - Thoreau post comment

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[01 Jan 2010|02:29am] leeno12088  ... and in that moment i swear we were infinite...  happy decade everyone. i hope you all realized that we have ended a whole decade and started a new one. also yesertday was the the last time we wuld write ZERO-# ever. because we will totally die before year 3000. anyways. m resolution is to just be, just be happy and be me. because that is al anyone can ever ask of you. i am going to be the best me ever. sigh and ive already started :) i hope everyone has had a wonderful evenining. if youre up for it come visit me at dunkin (3-11) okethanksss. :) post comment

[31 Dec 2009|12:20am] leeno12088   ugh i have no moneyyyy.  anywaysss... i love that new bedrock song. lol. and its new years tomorrow. gahhh. kat and i are going to go bowling.. yeah thats right. BOWLING. hah <3  post comment

[29 Dec 2009|01:00am] leeno12088   options are funny. having a choice is funny. it is funny and its hard. i mean sometimes it feels like you are backed into a corner and don't have any choices. that is really the worst feeling, except maybe when you have multiple choices because then with each choice made you go through a sort of buyers remorse.  that is where i am now. do i take these other options? do i walk away? ot do i stick it out and fight. ugh. it is tough. but one has to look at the options, the pros and cons if you will. and in those lies the answers. or the better answer at least. i mean i am just going to self justify until it feels right anyways, that is  what we all do. we convince ourselves that what we are doing is ok. that it's correct. because we have already commited ourselves to the choice. i think my new years resolution is going to be: to be open to change. and to be confident in myself and my choices. i meana what do i have to be not confident about? i am a worthwhile person. i know i am. sigh it is just believing whole heartedly that someone else is going to be able to see that, that makes me a little less confident. sigh. well we shall see what the new year brings me. hopefully good things. i'm crossing my fingers...  post comment

dont let me stop you [26 Dec 2009|11:54pm] leeno12088 [ music | kelly clarkson ] it was one of those clear but hazy nights. which is sort of how my life feels lately. but one of those nights that you can barely see the stars. or you can see the outline of providence from millard. its that fog that just barely veils itself over everything. i feel like that fog is constantly surrounding me lately. i just want things to be clear. i need some clarity in my life now. I used to be a little bit shy I kept my deepest feelings inside Speaking up to you about my Emotions has always been hard But this just can't wait Tonight I feel a little but brave So I won't let one more day pass without you explaining what we are This is gonna sound kind of silly But I couldn't help but notice The last time you kissed me You kept both eyes open Baby can you tell me what does that mean If you're looking over your shoulder Then you don't need to be with me And I don't need to hold on Don't let me stop you From doing what you want to do You don't want to stick, trust me it's cool Take no chance get over you Don't let me stop you If you wanna leave baby you can leave Just don't pretend that you're into me If it ain't true No, don't let me stop you A lot of things I can take Got a high threshold for pain But let's get one thing straight I'm not down to share you with anyone If that's not what you're looking for Nice knowing you but there's the door 'Cause I know that I could find someone Who'll give me what I want This is gonna sound kind of silly If you're looking over your shoulder Then you don't need to be with me And I don't need to hold on Don't let me stop you From doing what you want to do You don't want to stick, trust me it's cool Take no chance get over you Don't let me stop you If you wanna leave baby you can leave Just don't pretend that you're into me If it ain't true No, don't let me stop you Even if I end up broken hearted I won't lie, I don't wanna hear your goodbye But either way I'll be alright post comment

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